oh universe, send me a sign.
give me an outlet, of which i can ease my mind.
i’m lost, then i find myself.
now i’m confused…i cannot get out.
only of him does the passion inspire me to write…
why…why…
this isn’t how it’s supposed to be…
or is it?
stop….
this is me…
he doesn’t feel a thing….

anxious feelings come around and back again…
for what reason?
this is sad, this is crazy
i cannot escape…

only an hour ago i was fine, and have been..
or did i make myself believe?

i move my muscles to frown…
my heart sinks deep….
there isn’t a good enough reason for any of these feelings…
i’m wrong…
i need to calm down.
stop.
please stop
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please…

my true love; one day will be found..